a month after confusion (o8-17-o9)

a dejavou?
perhaps..i can..we had a fight this night and it took an hour to resolve it..
i thought at that time that we can't fix this little fight, a silly joke from me that grew bigger..

i just thought that time would be the end, the end of happy moments..
honestly i'm scared,scared of not havig him around.
maybe i get to used of him in my everyday life,so i dunno what i should do if the next day he's gone..

but it melts my heart seeing him that he really felt sorry for that thing..
how stupid i am,luckily he didn't give up..
i'm flattered with his deeds,so much..
i can't explain the feeling i felt at the time when he does that thing..
and it would be the first time that someone could do that for me..

you don't know how happier i am just having you around..
thanks a lot..

LITTLE THINGS ^^

"GETTING SOMETHING OUT OF SMALL THINGS.."

everyday is a blessing..
the moment you wake up is a big blessing for us..
and the mere fact that you're being loved with the people that surrounds you is a very big blessings too..
in this message that been tagged to me makes me realized how blessed i am..

being with this someone so special here in my heart, though i know we can't be together is a big blessing for me..
though small things that he shared with me makes me happier most of the time..
with his smile,he makes me feel liked i'm almost in heaven..
(sabi nga nila,mababaw lang kaligayahan ko kaya mababaw din ang luha..)
but mind you,i really appreciate every little thing that you show to me..

so be a blessing to everyone,learn to appreciate and give without asking for any returns..

"LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST..♥ÜÜÜ♥"

FAMILY DAY..makes me hapii Ü (o8-16-o9)

i dunno if i would laugh, got angry or what..
it's just that he keeps telling me that he's not going..luckily one of my friends told me he is..
but then he keeps pretending that he won't go at all,so i pretend also that i dunno anything..(haha,balamu galang..hmp!Ü) anyways,though i know for a fact that he's going i'm thinking that time that he wont' go so if he doesn't at least i didn't expect..but i really does..(nanu kano?haha..kagulo mo neh carizza..?:)

it's sunday afternoon then,i dunno how i could escape our practice in school...haha..
but then i did it(thanks kuya soy.. :)

at first we fetch him,i didn't expect that i would meet his family..i thought we'' just drop by in their house to fetch him..mixed emotions :D

after that we went in our house,i didn't expect that he was like that..he make me fall deeper..
he was so nice,and so good to be true..he mingle with my little brother..
i was so happy that time,wishing he could be my boyfriend..
WORRY FREE :D my brother loves him too..
i can see that they enjoy each other company..
i'm speechless..dunno what to say more..
ONE OF A KIND..
(i' dreaming again..la.la.la :)
he makes me happier most of the time..

million of thanks to you my dear..
it was the first time also that he held his hand to mine..
whoa..THANKS!Ü for making me feel loved..

meeting both families hope so someday it would be true..haha..
(as i said there's nothing wrong with dreaming.. ♥ÜÜÜ♥)

Lucky mornight "o8-13-o9"

"it's a matter between the two of us, you&ii together.."

thanks for that night,you make it so memorable for me..
i won't forget it,i"ll treasure it forever..♥ÜÜÜ♥