HOW I'D WISH..

i really wished to fulfill my parent's dream for me..
but there are many what if's that bothers me a lot..
what if i failed?what if i disappoint them?
what if i couldn't do this?what if i can't make their dream come true?
WHAT IF???(sad/confused)

here we go again,they talked to me and they wanted me to spend another year in college after my 4th year,everybody pushed me to take the CPA board exam. in our family..
they expect a lot..a lot..a lot..
sometimes i wanna give up and tell them that i want to quit..
but i can't, i dunno if i could make it..
if i could pursue their dreams for me..
if i could..sshh..i'm talking again here in my account just to lessened my burdens..

how i'd wish i have my companion,my man,to make me feel i could do all this..
wish..wish..hope..hope..trust..guidance..and FAITH TO GOD..

i'm speechless when they asked me so,there's no wrong with trying but what if i didn't reach their expectation for me?
things become more harder again,i just can't stop thinking with all those expectations..

:(...