I SELDOM QUESTION MYSELF..

i can't move forward.. still loving him for no reasons..
no reasons? don't know.. can't think too much at this moment..
i really do misses his company badly.. =/

i often ask myself.. (CONVERSATIONs WITH MYSELF,am i stupid i'm talking to myself alone?)

"why should we separate ways?"

-obviously he had his girl. :(

"should i wait for him?"

-perhaps?!damn you just give up he doesn't love you ok.. coz if he does just maybe, maybe.. he had ever thought of fighting for you.. for the love his saying..

"but i'm longing for his love.. :("

-well,it's up to you now.. wait if you love him,but the question is until when can you wait? can't you see he love his girl too much?

"sorry.. but he asked me before if i wanted him to break up with his girl but i said no because that's the right thing isn't?"

-duh! he asked you then you said NO! oh my, that's your fault anyway.you should fight for the one you loved most,isn't?

"yah right,but i don't know, i'm just being considerate.. i'm thinking of his girl that time.. we can be together but i'm afraid that he might long for his girl so i didn't fight for him.. and besides whenever they argue he can't take it,he always wanted his girl.. and not me, it hurts a lot.. :("

-wtf! just do what you want, i can't help you anyways.. it's your decision.. just follow what you truly desire..

"thanks, maybe i'll be caring for him silently.. wishing that someday we can be together.. how i'd wish.."

-goodluck girl, just follow your heart and you'll never be wrong..

"i'll do my best.. maybe now i won't bother him but i will love him more.. sadly i can't show my love for him.. maybe in God's time we can be together if it's God's will but if not i'll just accept the mere fact that we can't be together.." :(

-->DON'T THINK TOO MUCH JUST SLEEP NOW, IT'S GETTING LATE..

"THANKS.. IWBRHWFY =/ "

Being there for someone you loved though he doesn't know may give you a reason not to frown up, let him/her be your inspiration and God would give in return what you deserve maybe not the exact package that you've been dreaming for but still there's a big chance that what you Wish for is the one you would have not now but later. So just smile and never give up.. GOD IS GOOD! :))