"THE MORE I LOVE, THE MORE I NEED TO SACRIFICE"

is it really this way. .the more i'm loving a person. .the more i need to sacrifice or risk something for him?or is that. .the more people know i have my guy, the more our relationship would easily come to an end? (tsk. .so confused???)

why does it happened to me everytime many people known my guy. .i hate this part. .well maybe it's for my good. .yah maybe. .God's will. .

we've met. .seperated. .after 2yrs we were happily together again. .and NOW??

is it really the END??well. .for him?i dunno if he's just fooling me around. .i'm thinking always if he love me seriously or just wanna messed up with my life. .yah i know he got the BAD GUY IMAGE EVER. .and i bet that many girls would liked to be with him. .WHY NOT?he's handsome and oh sense of humor?common! he can easily get you. .just liked me. .

but until now i dunno if i do love him?or just playing with him?of my!!
i can't say that i love him, but i'm happy everytime i'm with him. .
duh!! i confused myself. .STUPIDITY EVER!! :(
MARTYRDOM?!! hate this part. .
should i end up everything with us?!
oh God give me reasons. .signs. .


hopefully i could made up my mind. .


AM I BEING AN EMO?haha. .(LOL,hopefully not. . :D)

"FORWARD IN CHRIST"

"Forward in Christ. ." the theme that the Couples For Christ quoted during their anniversary Last Sunday (May 24,2005). It was the 19th year of CFC existence here in Pampanga and yearly they celebrated it in Expo Filipino, Clark. . It was fun, there were lots of people who came and were one of them, our family because our parents were members of CFC. . It's not only for couples, also for kids, youth, singles for Christ, handmaids of the Lord and servants of the Lord. . It was indeed a joyous celebration. .

The celebration was marvelous you can really feel the presence of the Lord, He was so good that he can reunite all those people for a purpose. . Our brothers and sisters in Christ makes everyone feel as their own family. .For a whole day we were there joining different people, with different lives but with one purpose. .We dance and sing songs of praise to God, you can all see that people enjoying with the activities. .Our beloved Bishop in Holy Rosary shared during the mass the meaning of "Our Father", and blessed all of us. .

Yes as our brothers and sisters said "we were all blessed. ." As the songs goes by: "so blessed I can't contain it, so much I got to give it away, your love has taught me to live now, you are more than enough for me. ." All of us were so blessed by the presence of the Lord in our life and with the love that He had given to us. . And yes, I'm so blessed with many things in life -my family, friends, people who love me dearly and the things that surrounded me. . I'm so thankful that God never let us down nor leave us behind whenever were in deep sorrow, whenever we face different obstacles in life. .He's been there to us since the day we were born until the present. .He's so good that, He always guide us with every path we take and redirect us whenever we loose our ways. His love for us is enduring, a magnificent and great God. .

Thank you Lord, Jesus for all the blessings and the guidance you've given to us. .Thank you for all the instruments that this event made once again successful and touched each and one of us. .I'm so thankful with your love for us. .May you help us and guide us through until the end of time. . Praise the Lord!Ü

unended love..

whoa. .i'm thinking what i'm about to write. .(???) there are lots of thoughts here in my mind and i dunno what should i supposed to do to make everything all right without hurting the feelings of others. .

here i am again, deeply in love with this guy whom i've known for quite years. .(oh my not at all, i don't even know everything about him! saddest part!) he's my guy for a couple of months, i don't know how we'd survive this too long. .coz since i'd broke up with my first the next guy i had could last only for 3months, but know i'd survived (4th month,hooray!)

this relationship is so complicated, we easily fight (most of the time,coz of my childish attitudes and his misunderstandings), but what's good about it is that he never give a dumb. .i dunno but i really miss being loved with someone, and maybe he's the one who can understand me by now. .(does he???)haha. .oh yes, he makes me burst into laughter everytime i'm with him. .he never run out of jokes that would made me laugh. .and whenever i'm with him i just can't explain the feeling. .mixed emotions. .i loved being with him,coz i wanna find out the real him. .see the real him. .and accept the real him. .

i can't think what's next should i sya about him. .
to be continued. .LOL!Ü