"THE MORE I LOVE, THE MORE I NEED TO SACRIFICE"

is it really this way. .the more i'm loving a person. .the more i need to sacrifice or risk something for him?or is that. .the more people know i have my guy, the more our relationship would easily come to an end? (tsk. .so confused???)

why does it happened to me everytime many people known my guy. .i hate this part. .well maybe it's for my good. .yah maybe. .God's will. .

we've met. .seperated. .after 2yrs we were happily together again. .and NOW??

is it really the END??well. .for him?i dunno if he's just fooling me around. .i'm thinking always if he love me seriously or just wanna messed up with my life. .yah i know he got the BAD GUY IMAGE EVER. .and i bet that many girls would liked to be with him. .WHY NOT?he's handsome and oh sense of humor?common! he can easily get you. .just liked me. .

but until now i dunno if i do love him?or just playing with him?of my!!
i can't say that i love him, but i'm happy everytime i'm with him. .
duh!! i confused myself. .STUPIDITY EVER!! :(
MARTYRDOM?!! hate this part. .
should i end up everything with us?!
oh God give me reasons. .signs. .


hopefully i could made up my mind. .


AM I BEING AN EMO?haha. .(LOL,hopefully not. . :D)