unended love..

whoa. .i'm thinking what i'm about to write. .(???) there are lots of thoughts here in my mind and i dunno what should i supposed to do to make everything all right without hurting the feelings of others. .

here i am again, deeply in love with this guy whom i've known for quite years. .(oh my not at all, i don't even know everything about him! saddest part!) he's my guy for a couple of months, i don't know how we'd survive this too long. .coz since i'd broke up with my first the next guy i had could last only for 3months, but know i'd survived (4th month,hooray!)

this relationship is so complicated, we easily fight (most of the time,coz of my childish attitudes and his misunderstandings), but what's good about it is that he never give a dumb. .i dunno but i really miss being loved with someone, and maybe he's the one who can understand me by now. .(does he???)haha. .oh yes, he makes me burst into laughter everytime i'm with him. .he never run out of jokes that would made me laugh. .and whenever i'm with him i just can't explain the feeling. .mixed emotions. .i loved being with him,coz i wanna find out the real him. .see the real him. .and accept the real him. .

i can't think what's next should i sya about him. .
to be continued. .LOL!Ü