please, no farewell =(

it makes me weak..
it hurts..
this day it do hurts..
i dunno,maybe coz i felt ignored by him today..

i wanted to keep the closeness between the two of us..
i'm not ignoring you..
sorry for my stupidity..
i know it must not go on this way..
but..

oh my dear just wanna say sorry..

so if your asking me if i wanted you stay?
my answer would be a big YES!!
stay.. please =(

"I DON'T HAVE THE STRENGTH TO STAY AWAY FROM YOU"
"I WANT YOU ALWAYS, AND I'M DYING WHEN I'M GETTING CLOSER TO YOU"
"I'M UNCONDITIONALLY AND IRREVOCABLY IN LOVE WITH YOU"

damn! it sucks! hate this thoughts of mine..
but this way, my only way to burst it out..