regrets..

this day was full of regrets (12-05-09)
if only i do this, did that..
but what can i do.. it's over..

but though it was a regret day for me still i had some reasons to make my day worthwhile..
i miss my cousins so much but unluckily we can't be that happy this xmas..=(
if only we can turn back the time..
problems.problems..

my work.. sshhhh.. i'm not done =(

my decisions? whoa..

him? i dunno..

full of hesitations..
can't come up with my own decisions..
i wanted to be more independent..
to have self-esteem..

but all i wanna do right now is to scream out loud and cry =(

WEAK?? i'm not..
perhaps, maybe..

this stuff is non-sense..
i can't think of thoughts that i would wanted to write..

=(